NOT OK WITH THIS!!!

I keep repeating that I AM NOT OK WITH THIS!!! But nothing changes. Kade graduated from pre-school the other day and again, I AM NOT OK WITH THIS!!! Time is flying by and I have no control. I wish with all of my heart to rewind our life and re-live it again without changing a thing. I have LOVED every minute of the boys lives and I wish I could slow things down. I am not ok with Kade starting real school, Kade being 5 years old, Kade having lots of homework, and Kade GROWING UP!!!I see it every year, the kindergartner's start the school year looking young, but by Christmas, they are bigger and WAY more independent! I knew when he was potty trained, he was about finished needing me, but now he will really not need me. I AM NOT OK WITH THIS! Next we will be packing him up for college! NOT HAPPY!

Graduation was great! His school does a great job with all they do. They had a slide show that started the tears and then the kids came in and did a little performance-which equaled tears again. Kade was up there giggling and doing exactly what he was told. He was perfect and seems to love being on stage! I was a mess, but was so proud of our confident little boy that has the best personality and is so prepared for kindergarten and life. We love every bit of him and especially that cute head he has on his shoulders.